GOD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
WE EXCHANGE SMILES
BUT THE CONNECTION THAT YOU FEEL IS JUST A COPING MECHANISM
JUST CAMOUFLAGE THAT THREW YOU OFF
AND IT'S NOT YOU IT'S THAT
I'M NOT HUMAN
EVERY DAY WEIGHS HEAVY ON MY SHOULDERS
AND NEW HANDS FEEL COLDER THAN I REMEMBER
DOWNWARD SPIRAL IS TOO LIGHT OF A TERM
IM FALLING LIKE A FUCKING BRICK
AND IM SORRY I DIDN'T RESPOND TO YOUR CALLS
BUT SEE THE THING IS
I'M TOO DETACHED TO FUCKING CARE
GOD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
YOU WANT TO HELP BUT I KNOW I'LL LET YOU DOWN
IM TOO DETACHED TO FUCKING CARE.