I'M SNKING, I'M WORTHLESS, AIMLESS AND FLAILING
A BITTER CONFUSED WASTE OF SPACE
STUMBLING FORWARD OUT OF HABIT AND SEARCHING
FOR MOTIVATION THAT JUST ISN'T THERE
I CAN'T SHAKE
FEELING NOTHING
WELL THE DAYS THEY STILL PASS
AND THEY STILL MOCK ME
WITH THE NOTHING THAT I'LL DO
I'M ANGRY AND WORN OUT, SOME CYCLES ARE ENDLESS
I KNOW THAT I JUST MAKE IT WORSE
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WELL THE DAY FUCKING ENDS AND IT'S EASIER JUST TO FORGET
SO HEAD DOWN AND ONWARDS AND HOPE AGAINST HOPE THAT THIS NIGHTMARE WILL STOP ON ITS OWN
THE VOICES IN MY HEAD AND THE GHOSTS IN MY PAST SHOW NO SIGNS OF SLOWING DOWN
SO WHAT IS THE POINT I FIND MYSELF ASKING AS ANSWERS REMAIN IN THE DARK
BUT TRYING'S A HABIT NOT EASILY BROKEN I'LL FIGURE IT OUT IN THE END
I CAN'T SHAKE
FEELING NOTHING
SO WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE
BUT TO SEE WHERE THIS ROAD TAKES ME
AND HOPE FOR QUIET
AND HOPE FOR ANYTHING
ANYTHING ELSE.